Arisa360's Journals

undecided

Oh its so embarrasing when random people come and talk to you. i havent decided if im well, diffrent. it dosnt matter i guess but.....I........oh i dont know. mabey im just paronoid.

2 poems just 4 girls

A man isnt worth your your tears if he cant make you cry

A heart is not a toy

if you want it to be broken

give it to a boy

Lifes a B****(empervised)

ok in the past two weeks ive fallen for someone.....hard. The only problem is that he has a girlfriend, and he dosn't live so close(at all). but i told him how i feel and hes ok with it and were still friends. But know im thinking to myself "im a moron" im serious, am i so desprate to find "THE ONE" that im looking in places that i usualy woulnt? how pathetic, im usually a good girl too but not on here....no way. Ive broken soooooo many ruels on here that if i did it at my house, i would no longer be living, seroisly. And my friends are embaressing, very embaressing. And there all bi. WTF!! am i the only sane one of my friends. and my parents wont lit me date yet. and this is like a message im either gana kill myself or run away, can i run too you? This is why my life is such a bitch

Love:Eva

Y?

y is everything so confusing? i hate the world i never seem to be happy unless im talking to you. you might not see it now but somewhere in the future well meet, and ill smile again. But untill then all i can say is that i love you.....and i can only hope that one day youll love me too