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Lifes a B****(empervised)

ok in the past two weeks ive fallen for someone.....hard. The only problem is that he has a girlfriend, and he dosn't live so close(at all). but i told him how i feel and hes ok with it and were still friends. But know im thinking to myself "im a moron" im serious, am i so desprate to find "THE ONE" that im looking in places that i usualy woulnt? how pathetic, im usually a good girl too but not on here....no way. Ive broken soooooo many ruels on here that if i did it at my house, i would no longer be living, seroisly. And my friends are embaressing, very embaressing. And there all bi. WTF!! am i the only sane one of my friends. and my parents wont lit me date yet. and this is like a message im either gana kill myself or run away, can i run too you? This is why my life is such a bitch

         Love:Eva


Posted on 02/11/2007 10:04 AM Visits: 19
Larz Loves Lauren: 02/11/2007 12:12 PM
Awwww! I know how you feel.
I have the same problems.
misunderstoodatheart: 02/14/2007 7:41 PM
Last year (early 2006) I fell for someone SO HARD. And I'll never be with him. He doesn't even know I exist (literally) and he has a girlfriend. And I have to compete with a LOT OF PEOPLE. Yes, I mean Ryan Ross. But I know how you feel with that.
ashley36: 03/31/2007 4:14 PM
that is soooooooo sad.
arisa360: 04/01/2007 1:11 PM
fuck off kayla i was really sad when i wrote this
rin530: 04/05/2007 5:44 PM
you can hit me if you want for saying this~ but love, even if....espesally it's an unsure love, doesn't play by the rules and has very few guide lines. to beat yourself up about something you can't control seems like a funny (not haha funny) thing to do. you like a guy, is that wrong? hell no. you just came a bit too late to 'this party', walk a little bit, read a little bit and learn to accept that he may not be right for you, right now~ stay friends and be good and who knows, you may get what you want or find something else you never knew was there. a lot of nice(shy) guys go by this basic pricepel so why can't we? ( ^ ^ )

oh and your friends, the bi's, they are just 'exploring thier interests', it's not a bad thing all in all, i think i labeled myself bi on here, lol. i'm not weird (i think), just too young to know where i stand.

sorry for the misspellings*
rin530: 04/05/2007 5:45 PM
add in if* before "it's an unsure love,"
despair101: 05/14/2007 9:38 PM
=/ this is kinda awkward...

hope ur life gets better as time goes on.
arisa360: 05/14/2007 9:41 PM
thx
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